Sending you all sweet souls loving energy 💜

Symptoms of depression can leave for a while and revert back. You may not understand why; you were fine and then you weren't. Something 'small' can trigger it; the sound of a sentence or the scent of something specific. You feel feelings you don't want to feel and you can't put those feelings into words. Fatigue takes over and your entire body feels bulky. Every step feels like you're dragging your feet through solid water. What's real doesn't feel real. What's normal to them isn't your normal and that's frustrating. Your eyes are glassy; tears feel like they are going to flow, but, they don't. You ate thinking, but, are clueless about what are you musing. That's confusing. Your hair gets knotty from the lack of energy to brush it. The cease respiring. Your room gets messy from the lack of energy to clean it. You're either binge eating or eating nothing at all. You questions whether or not you remember to take medicines. A part of you feels weird that you're on meds and don't know if you need them. You feel like nobody understands the depths you feel. It's overwhelming. It's eerie. It's scary. It's real. Your feelings are valid. Your chemical imbalance isn't your fault. There us nothing wrong with you. And every time it leaves, it walks a little farther away from you. And one day, you will be free (insert bountiless emotions and optimism, omnipotently; 'grins') from it. You must address it and you must numb yourself to it. You must not believe it is stronger than you because it is not. You are the epitome of strength.